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June 7, 2010

..delusions


I wrote some ramblings in February this year.. somehow i neither completed it nor posted it. Since the blog captures how one feels/thinks at "a" particular time.. this was how i thought, back then..


Sipping my herbal tea, as the sun sets, my mind is so very distracted to have a single chain of thought.
How can optimists be worriers as well?
What if, things don’t work out?
And incase its meant to be like this way, all along, how will I cope?
How would my decision impact the lives of others?
Would I be able to close my eyes to their tribulations?
But then, how long will I be able to continue faking this divided life?
Being who I am not, where I shouldn’t be..
These are petty things you worry about, sometimes my mind & loved ones tell me..
There is more to life than these ..

4 comments:

Kp said...

Hmmm... Questions, dubiety, being wary... am no exception i suppose. So, the feelings currently are at status quo ante?


P.S - Noticed "Naked Ape". Happy reading :)

Gino Abinash said...

Feelings have changed a lot now from back then.. still anxious though, that should be fine with time.. :)

I've been reading that book for past two-three weeks.. Its been an interesting and equally time taking to read.. for me.. ;)

Kp said...

Hey Gino... Super cool backgroung.. :)

Gino Abinash said...

Thanks KP... now there are a couple of aesthetic blogs designs to choose from.. so i might be tempted to try a couple of them from time to time.. :)