Not so long ago, I had stopped to blog for a while in between coz I was apprehensive of what folks might think abt me.. But on “second thoughts” it struck me..if I were actually thinking abt what others think of me… I should have maintained a secret diary like Anne Frank and written in that, whatever I felt like…But that’s not what I wanted… There seemed to be a desire within me… to put the stuff twirling in my mind… out here..
Most of times. we find ourselves making “judgments” with a prejudice based on the past experiences with a person… And this has been something I would like to overcome...No assumptions as far as possible… coz I have changed a lot as a person… and so might have the other person…. Mostly, as i sit to blog, I've felt that I can express my feelings more rationally (Hey, I am trying).. Inspite of this, many a times, we censor certain emotions or thoughts to let our “image” remain the way we want it to be perceived.. A sweet person or a rebel or jus a wisecrack… so I feel there are pretty much high chances of hypocrisy becoming a part of your blogs even without your own realization.. The blog is a part of you.. but the part which you are willing to show everyone…
Since a few days, I had again been feeling a kinda block in the flow of my thoughts as I was wondering.. “What will be thought about me???
And I began to fear that if I let these apprehensions "remain…" I might forget that I'm blogging here to let my thoughts .. flow its own due course…
That made me ask… “So can i continue to blog “anything”?”
Without any hesitation, pat came the reply…. “Ofcourse”
And that blissful “moment” was enough…
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